it was too fast..
i didn't realise that november is going to end soon..
too fast to be true maybe??
i cant believe that im going to be sec4 next year..
and yet..i still dun have any freedom..
what good is it when your growing up with out any proper love and control..
when you always left out by either family or friends..
not to be obsessing but..it is too torturing when your parents do whatever happened to them by their parents...it just hurts so much..
why must this all happen??
why is the challenges so hard to break through??
why is life so unfair??wven though we try to make it fair..
it is as if we're breaking the law..
im forced to be pushed around..and problably my mum doesnt care about it..
it doesnt have to happen this way ever since they are beong treated this way..
ps..found out im super mixed blood..OMG!!
jawa/malaka/pinang/chinese/......forgot...
cant think of anymore for now..
Labels: the boredness im feeling..
